Sunday, August 2, 2009

For GABREILLE coz can't post a comment...

Maka n Soul look cool in the picture number 4 n 5(the front page also counted)
Black Star is kinda off cool so does Stein....In picture 23...
Death The Kid looked soo sexy..and hott....damn I love him
U know d question that u asked..That says
Does the Picture above reminds u of someone?It does acctually the similar character when I spotted just when I started Soul Eater...who's d character, the suspence is killing me...
BTW I think Death The Kid have a crush on you-know-who(Voldemirt..lol....just joking)and wooo look at Death The Kid's tongue and choice of words...
~You Scum
And Patty's (I think)
~Son Of A Bitch
~Mother Fucker Yee-Haa
lol
and 1 more thing...JUSTIN!!!! HOW COULD U!!!!!!!!.....It's impossible....
I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me



The song I dedicated to Justin....in a way...and Gabrielle too....lol

Saturday, June 20, 2009

They Don't Care About Us

Hehe.....I recently heard this song...one of the classics....lol....and trust me this songs was damn cool....ok..I admit I'm a rebel....lol...that's why I wrote that tittle...lol....Seriouslly...as humans we live on earth and we need to stop polluting the earth........What are the authorities doing?? collecting taxes....and sit on their stupid chairs...doing what's 'right' to the peoples.....and worst of all they do all all this is because to rule the politic world and the whole nation.....we must stand tall and unite together to protect our mother earth.....and what the ruling government don't care about other beings feelings like animals they still need a home and the zoo is not a home......... All I want to say that is they don't really care about us......so this song is dedicated to everyone who share the same thought about me....
Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, aggravation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Bang bang, shot dead
Every body's gone mad
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
Beat me, hate me
You can never break me
Will me, thrill me
You can never kill me
Jew me, sue me
Everybody do me
Kick me, kike me
Don't you black or white me
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me of my pride
Oh, for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me free
Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad trepidation, speculation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food black man, black male
Throw your brother in jail
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no
Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, speculation
Everybody litigation
Beat me, bash me
You can never trash me
Hit me, kick me
You can never get me
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be
Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, segregation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Kick me, strike me
Don't you wrong or right me
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
I'm a rebel...so sue me.....in a way I guess....but then if the government is doing something.....then we want some changes.....fast.....stop caring about other stuff that is not that important....Our mother earth is suffering......Save The World......
Song~~Michael Jackson- They Don't Care About Us....
Album~~"HIStory - Past, Present And Future - Book 1"

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Question Existing...

Halo everybody...life sucks...feel like being betrayed by my friend....sucks to be me rite??? So I am listening to some songs..and this song was stuck in my head....and it's driving me crazy...the song was sang by Rihanna...the tittle of the song is Question Existing....the lyrics are as below....

"Question Existing"
Take off my shirt. Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt,
Stare at myself in the mirror
Take me apart piece by piece,
Sorrow decrease
Pressure release,
I put in work
Did more than called upon,
More than deserved
When it was over,
Did I wind up hurt (Yes)
But it taught me before a decision ask this question first

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given,
Question Existing
Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Take off my cool, show them that under here, I'm just like you
Do the mistakes, I may make me a fool
Or a human with flaws, admit that I'm loss
Round of applause,
Take the abuse
Sometimes it feels like they want me to lose
It's entertainment is that an excuse? (No)
But the question that lingers whether win or lose
Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Dear Diary,
It's Robyn
Entertaining is something I do for a living
It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal,
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think
Guys suck sometimes,
But when you're in the spotlight,
Everything seems good,
Sometimes I feel like i have it worst cause I have to always keep my guard up,
I don't know who to trust, I don't know who wants to date me for who I am,
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am,
Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?Is this my limit,
Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
LOL...I know this sounds so horny and suck but the beat is almost perfect...the beat is sweet...lol....sometimes I think songs really can reflect your life....especially the part which I highlighted....It's really meaningful...cut out the bad part...of course..he he

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Demolished..!!

It was so bad.....on Tuesday, when I'm going to my English tuition, I requested to pass by my old grandma's house.....It was.......words cannot describe how I felt....it was demolished only some parts was left.......The house held many emotions....and memories.......When I was young, I would always go to my grand ma's house every Friday....and came back home every Sunday....I will always whine a lot until my daddy need to cane me......sad rite...??? Sometimes I will always watch my cousin sister, Irene in awe as she play table tennis against the wall......My grand ma will always make black chicken with gravy and I will always eat them...they are the most tastiest...lol...Then my uncle will sometimes make the best salty vegetable soup....It is the best....during Chinese New Year, I will always go to my grandma's house to collect ang pows....lol....The house held so many memories even some respected personnel's has been there.....yup....now I guess it will just be in my heart....the rest will be just memories....memories that's not suppose to fade......

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Today Is The Day...The Day I'll....I'll...I'll.....Do Something

Sorry to say this but just to add a little info about the St. John camp...you can see our pics at
http://www.sjampenang.org/

My hand phone just got busted....I'm gonna miss it....now holiday is over....sad isn't it....anyone agree????
LOL...school was stupid...why must we go to school??? it's not like we're gonna need them in future..like if your a engineer you dun need additional mathematics and biology(Not that I mind coz I love this subject...lol), Chemistry....see can anyone get the point??? Worst of all...you'll get bored easily when Ur classmates starts to annoy you with their loud voices.....feel like stuffing my shoe in their throats....lol...I like to imagine....lol...lol..lol...

I'm LOLing way too much dun ya'll think???..lol..and there it goes again...lol....
Now...I'm listening to David Archuleta....lol....I love his songs....even though it's love songs....I dun mind coz I like listening to love songs...lol...weird rite....coz I like the melody...when I have the Alt-Rock-Rap blues........love songs reminds me of me and my plushie...lol..I'm loyal to it and plan to be loyal for a very very very very long time....lol...ok I'm crazy...thanks to the story that I'm currently reading in quizilla that is I'm A Freshmen And He's A Senior by wowimflying...lol

St. John Camp 2009

Halo it's me again...lol
I'm in St. John if anyone of ya'll dun know....lol....
Attended a 4 days 3 nights camp.....
It was damn fun....of course cut out the part where I was having fever and gastric on the 1st day...lol

I'm in Team I if ya'll wondering...lol
Annabelle, my tomodachi is in Team J....
1st night damn cool...lol

We have Ice Breaking game....lol
Very funny.....
We need 3 members from our team, 1 girl 1 boy and the other 1 can be a girl or a guy....
Another rule is one of the guys must be standing...so my group leader sat on the chair so the other guy was standing with me....
Turns out the person sitting on the chair must be a baby....lol...
The 'baby' need to drink milk from a milk bottle and wear napkin...and got the air tied...

the mother, is actually the guy...lol....and worst of all he need to wear balloons as boobs....LMAO....and one is big and the other was small...lol
I was the 'Father' ....I need to eat 3 freaking donuts...not that I mind....lol
then I need to tie our leader's hair....lol...very funny when he wears napkins...lol
The next nite...have 'Malam Kebudayaan"
out team did the chicken dance.....lol.....
the last nite was damn fun...we're having a blast....lol

The commander of the camp, dance like a wild man.....even though he command us to march like a robot......then the President of the camp, Mr. Ng....splash buckets of waters on us....
then the district officer(Mr.Leong) did pole dancing....lol...he un-buttoned his shirt.....and did pole dancing....lol...it was sooo funny......
During the camp, I realize something, boys are easier to hang out with....lol...better then girls......

Annabelle and I we're both observing our leaders eating...lol damn funny we're comparing how much they ate.....lol..
1 thing that I miss is our leaders eating.....lol...but they're from SMK TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN....and it's in seberang perai....and I'm in the island.......sad rite....but got to know that there is some students who's studying near my school like SMK HAJI ZAINAL ABIDIN, SMK CHUNG LING, SMK CHUNG HWA...etc.....lol.....

Call me crazy but I really have a blast...
Did I mention, there is a flash light on the female bathroom that belongs to a boy....I wonder how it got there...lol

Friday, May 1, 2009

STORY REVIEW....<<>>

Ok todays review is 30 days with Prince Obnoxious by ayrese.
This storry is about Melissa Renee Winters who got a call from a woman; the next thing she knew is that she was being dragged away to somewhere in Europe - a castle to be exact. And just as she was starting to feel like she was living in a real life fairytale, until she met the prince.What will happen? This story is really cool try reading it I was laughing me ass out whem I read this story....The link is as below
http://www.quizilla.com/user/ayrese/stuff/