Bein' Emo Rockz...

For GABREILLE coz can't post a comment...

2009-08-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

Maka n Soul look cool in the picture number 4 n 5(the front page also counted)
Black Star is kinda off cool so does Stein....In picture 23...
Death The Kid looked soo sexy..and hott....damn I love him
U know d question that u asked..That says
Does the Picture above reminds u of someone?It does acctually the similar character when I spotted just when I started Soul Eater...who's d character, the suspence is killing me...
BTW I think Death The Kid have a crush on you-know-who(Voldemirt..lol....just joking)and wooo look at Death The Kid's tongue and choice of words...
~You Scum
And Patty's (I think)
~Son Of A Bitch
~Mother Fucker Yee-Haa
lol
and 1 more thing...JUSTIN!!!! HOW COULD U!!!!!!!!.....It's impossible....
I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

The song I dedicated to Justin....in a way...and Gabrielle too....lol

They Don't Care About Us

2009-06-20T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hehe.....I recently heard this song...one of the classics....lol....and trust me this songs was damn cool....ok..I admit I'm a rebel....lol...that's why I wrote that tittle...lol....Seriouslly...as humans we live on earth and we need to stop polluting the earth........What are the authorities doing?? collecting taxes....and sit on their stupid chairs...doing what's 'right' to the peoples.....and worst of all they do all all this is because to rule the politic world and the whole nation.....we must stand tall and unite together to protect our mother earth.....and what the ruling government don't care about other beings feelings like animals they still need a home and the zoo is not a home......... All I want to say that is they don't really care about us......so this song is dedicated to everyone who share the same thought about me....

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, aggravation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Bang bang, shot dead

Every body's gone mad

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me

You can never break me

Will me, thrill me

You can never kill me

Jew me, sue me

Everybody do me

Kick me, kike me

Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life

I have a wife and two children who love me

I am the victim of police brutality, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate

You're rapin' me of my pride

Oh, for God's sake

I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me free

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad trepidation, speculation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food black man, black male

Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights

Am I invisible because you ignore me?

Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame

They're throwing me in a class with a bad name

I can't believe this is the land from which I came

You know I do really hate to say it

The government don't wanna see

But if Roosevelt was livin'

He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, speculation

Everybody litigation

Beat me, bash me

You can never trash me

Hit me, kick me

You can never get me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see

But if Martin Luther was livin'

He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, segregation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Kick me, strike me

Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

I'm a rebel...so sue me.....in a way I guess....but then if the government is doing something.....then we want some changes.....fast.....stop caring about other stuff that is not that important....Our mother earth is suffering......Save The World......

Song~~Michael Jackson- They Don't Care About Us....
Album~~"HIStory - Past, Present And Future - Book 1"

Question Existing...

2009-06-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

Halo everybody...life sucks...feel like being betrayed by my friend....sucks to be me rite??? So I am listening to some songs..and this song was stuck in my head....and it's driving me crazy...the song was sang by Rihanna...the tittle of the song is Question Existing....the lyrics are as below....

"Question Existing"
Take off my shirt. Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt,

Stare at myself in the mirror

Take me apart piece by piece,

Sorrow decrease

Pressure release,

I put in work

Did more than called upon,

More than deserved

When it was over,

Did I wind up hurt (Yes)

But it taught me before a decision ask this question first

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given,

Question Existing

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given, Question Existing

Take off my cool, show them that under here, I'm just like you

Do the mistakes, I may make me a fool

Or a human with flaws, admit that I'm loss

Round of applause,

Take the abuse

Sometimes it feels like they want me to lose

It's entertainment is that an excuse? (No)

But the question that lingers whether win or lose

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given, Question Existing

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given, Question Existing

Dear Diary,

It's Robyn

Entertaining is something I do for a living

It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal,

I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think

Guys suck sometimes,

But when you're in the spotlight,

Everything seems good,

Sometimes I feel like i have it worst cause I have to always keep my guard up,

I don't know who to trust, I don't know who wants to date me for who I am,

Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am,

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given, Question Existing

Who am I living for?Is this my limit,

Can I endure some more

Chances are given, Question Existing

LOL...I know this sounds so horny and suck but the beat is almost perfect...the beat is sweet...lol....sometimes I think songs really can reflect your life....especially the part which I highlighted....It's really meaningful...cut out the bad part...of course..he he

Demolished..!!

2009-06-17T03:32:00.000-07:00

It was so bad.....on Tuesday, when I'm going to my English tuition, I requested to pass by my old grandma's house.....It was.......words cannot describe how I felt....it was demolished only some parts was left.......The house held many emotions....and memories.......When I was young, I would always go to my grand ma's house every Friday....and came back home every Sunday....I will always whine a lot until my daddy need to cane me......sad rite...??? Sometimes I will always watch my cousin sister, Irene in awe as she play table tennis against the wall......My grand ma will always make black chicken with gravy and I will always eat them...they are the most tastiest...lol...Then my uncle will sometimes make the best salty vegetable soup....It is the best....during Chinese New Year, I will always go to my grandma's house to collect ang pows....lol....The house held so many memories even some respected personnel's has been there.....yup....now I guess it will just be in my heart....the rest will be just memories....memories that's not suppose to fade......

Today Is The Day...The Day I'll....I'll...I'll.....Do Something

2009-06-16T00:46:00.000-07:00

Sorry to say this but just to add a little info about the St. John camp...you can see our pics at
http://www.sjampenang.org/
My hand phone just got busted....I'm gonna miss it....now holiday is over....sad isn't it....anyone agree????
LOL...school was stupid...why must we go to school??? it's not like we're gonna need them in future..like if your a engineer you dun need additional mathematics and biology(Not that I mind coz I love this subject...lol), Chemistry....see can anyone get the point??? Worst of all...you'll get bored easily when Ur classmates starts to annoy you with their loud voices.....feel like stuffing my shoe in their throats....lol...I like to imagine....lol...lol..lol...

I'm LOLing way too much dun ya'll think???..lol..and there it goes again...lol....
Now...I'm listening to David Archuleta....lol....I love his songs....even though it's love songs....I dun mind coz I like listening to love songs...lol...weird rite....coz I like the melody...when I have the Alt-Rock-Rap blues........love songs reminds me of me and my plushie...lol..I'm loyal to it and plan to be loyal for a very very very very long time....lol...ok I'm crazy...thanks to the story that I'm currently reading in quizilla that is I'm A Freshmen And He's A Senior by wowimflying...lol

St. John Camp 2009

2009-06-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

Halo it's me again...lol
I'm in St. John if anyone of ya'll dun know....lol....
Attended a 4 days 3 nights camp.....
It was damn fun....of course cut out the part where I was having fever and gastric on the 1st day...lol
I'm in Team I if ya'll wondering...lol
Annabelle, my tomodachi is in Team J....
1st night damn cool...lol
We have Ice Breaking game....lol
Very funny.....
We need 3 members from our team, 1 girl 1 boy and the other 1 can be a girl or a guy....
Another rule is one of the guys must be standing...so my group leader sat on the chair so the other guy was standing with me....
Turns out the person sitting on the chair must be a baby....lol...
The 'baby' need to drink milk from a milk bottle and wear napkin...and got the air tied...
the mother, is actually the guy...lol....and worst of all he need to wear balloons as boobs....LMAO....and one is big and the other was small...lol
I was the 'Father' ....I need to eat 3 freaking donuts...not that I mind....lol
then I need to tie our leader's hair....lol...very funny when he wears napkins...lol
The next nite...have 'Malam Kebudayaan"
out team did the chicken dance.....lol.....
the last nite was damn fun...we're having a blast....lol
The commander of the camp, dance like a wild man.....even though he command us to march like a robot......then the President of the camp, Mr. Ng....splash buckets of waters on us....
then the district officer(Mr.Leong) did pole dancing....lol...he un-buttoned his shirt.....and did pole dancing....lol...it was sooo funny......
During the camp, I realize something, boys are easier to hang out with....lol...better then girls......
Annabelle and I we're both observing our leaders eating...lol damn funny we're comparing how much they ate.....lol..
1 thing that I miss is our leaders eating.....lol...but they're from SMK TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN....and it's in seberang perai....and I'm in the island.......sad rite....but got to know that there is some students who's studying near my school like SMK HAJI ZAINAL ABIDIN, SMK CHUNG LING, SMK CHUNG HWA...etc.....lol.....
Call me crazy but I really have a blast...
Did I mention, there is a flash light on the female bathroom that belongs to a boy....I wonder how it got there...lol

STORY REVIEW....<<>>

2009-05-01T22:09:00.000-07:00

Ok todays review is 30 days with Prince Obnoxious by ayrese.
This storry is about Melissa Renee Winters who got a call from a woman; the next thing she knew is that she was being dragged away to somewhere in Europe - a castle to be exact. And just as she was starting to feel like she was living in a real life fairytale, until she met the prince.What will happen? This story is really cool try reading it I was laughing me ass out whem I read this story....The link is as below
http://www.quizilla.com/user/ayrese/stuff/

Too many emotions

2009-04-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

Halo everybody!!! I'm hyper I dun know why..maybe because I finnaly bought ALL AMERICAN GIRL.....I love that book.....my dad just gave me his phone that is like a laptop.....ok I am very frustrated...first of all my NILAM is only until 57 but my target of NILAM is 290 by ths year's October.....I need to work harder...Did I mentioned that my friend just transfered to my school??? I miss her so much...I plan to do a monthly or weekly story review of quizilla in my blog.....what do u all think should I do it????I'm still obsesed with David Archuleta and did I mention that Ryosuke Yamada's b'day is around the corner, it's May 9th......(For those of u who doesn't know Ryosuke Yamada, he's a member of Hey! Say! Jump!)...Still I'm kinda of bored though, I still don't have any inspiration to write my story and exam is coming soon!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DOOMED

2009-04-25T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hehe....my new bloggie.......ok I'm crazy.......I just read this awsome story called Avalon High and it was like OMFG......It's so damn F*^%ing cool....I feel like reading it again and again and again It's about this girl Elaine who just transfered to Avalon High n she discovers that she plays a role in King Arthur's history.........and there's another story the tittle is All American Girl....it's damn nice....it's about this gurl name Samantha who saved the president's life and the son acctually fell in love with her.....both stories are written by Meg Cabot and check out the Mediator Series It's also awsome.......seriously who would have thought Suze fell in love with Jesse a hot dead guy who's haunting her room......
Secondly..my friend Cheng Im is coming back to study in SMK Convent Green Lane again..........That's interesting...and thirdly, my friend Shiro is crazy over Twilight and Edward Cullen I prefer Jacob Black ...common who dun like Jacob????......life's going uphill for a while.....I hope this will continue.....

My pics.....

2009-04-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

These are pictures that I've taken and edited and it's 100% original....so dun try to post it in other media....if you want then please ask my permission... I think it's called copyrights.....

On March 14th 2009.....my memories

2009-04-25T22:35:00.000-07:00

On 14/03/2009......these are my friends.....the darker one is Sereeta(My twin sister from another mom and dad) and the faier one is Marissa....we were having our St. John one-day-camp at my school...SMK Convent Green Lane.....and it is so damn fun...I took many pictures...and trust me you can feel the love in the air.....I'm currently feeling much better in my depression....turns out I'm sad for my friends it's kinda hard for me to explain....but I feel a lot better and I'm still wondering how life is after death...hope there is lots of chocolate...especially dark chocolate......I have a week school break and I'm very bored I'm now in quizilla reading stories and currently watching Night Wizard...and reading Eclipse....so far everything is goodHave any one of you been in the school until 9p.m.......coz It's so damn cool....after the one day camp where we all went our separate ways.....me, Sereeta, Marissa sang the song Hot and Cold by Katy Perry....We were like shouting and singing and the other students thinks we're crazy...hahahaha...sweet memories......Time really pass faster when you are having fun...try out and guess what I'm into photographing.....odd......damn I wish that day did not end....Have you seen us cooking...damn that was quite nice acctually...the rice was so hard that it was so hard to chew and the only thing that ie eatable is the double-cheese-red-baked-beans with chicken.....and I was the one who cooked it.........damn that is soo weird....all the dishes are so uneatable..........damn those are sweet memories.....

Things are brighter

2009-04-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling better at least and back to normal......but there is a lil' depression left in me.....anyway, I hate to admit but seriously I need to get a life.....I just finish watching Night Wizard...and read finish Eclipse and hoping my friend Shelly to lend me her Breaking Dawn. I am now listening to one of my fave. songs that I have forgotten through out the year.........
The tittle is "I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You" by Richard Marx...
The lyrics are below.......
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter,
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you....
There is a chipmunk style of this song and the link is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jk5_8xpeFKM
The original version with Naruto AMV is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqiANTIBdmA
Hope ya'll enjoy it as much as I do.....and I'm still wondering how death is....

I'm Happy for once.....yipeee

2009-04-25T21:59:00.000-07:00

I'm kind of happy once....first of all I manage to pass my exams.....Secondly, David Archuleta is coming to Malaysia...Thirdly, our U.C.A is official we have our President, Vice-President, Secretory/Lawyer/Debater, Treasurer, Vice-Treasurer and an Auditor....I am of course the Secretory/Lawyer/Debater because I don't know how to lead people furthermore I prefer to stay in the shadows helping the leader...Fourthly, I have Flo-Rida's phone NUMBER!!! I'm still puzzled at how death is, I can't stop thinking of it, besides I don't want o die.....yet because I haven't slap Miley Cyrus( No Offense to her fan but I seriously hate her with a passion), writing the ULTIMATE STORY, watch finish my anime wish list, Watch my fave. Japanese Drama, tell my friend Nicole that Prince is not handsome but he is cute, and the list goes on and on and on.....so I don't want to die just yet.Enough of my death wish, I recently went to quizilla and there is this couple of stories that I have read and it's freakishly awesome, try it the links are:-http://www.quizilla.com/user/complacent/stuff/
The tittle of this story is Hey, Romeo Don't you think you're just a tad bit overrated. It's about a girl name Aurelie who parents was killed in a car crash and was in an orphanage...One day A principle of a academy, McAlister Academy adopted her and then her story begin when she bumped in to the school prefect Camaxtli Gallagher.......
the next one is:-
http://www.quizilla.com/user/Pirate.Maiden/stuff/
This tittle of this story is Falling for the mob boss's son...it's about this girl who's name is Shane and then there is a few transfer students and how her relationship with Leonardo the son of some Mafia group.....and there is another story that the user also wrote that is For love or for business and trust me you'll not regret it
Here I bit good bye my fair Maiden......Adeos.......